“I changed addresses again. Some place totally different from any place I’ve been up to now. It’s really quiet here. Maybe a little too quiet.
In a sense, I’ve reached what is for me a final destination.
I feel like I’ve come to where I was meant to come.”
– A Wild Sheep Chase by Haruki Murakami, page 93
Murakami has an uncanny ability to express his feelings about various topics in a way with which his readers can strongly empathize. This is what makes him a great writer.
His description of a final destination as “some place totally different from any place I’ve been up to now” that is “really quiet” and makes you “feel like I’ve come to where I was meant to come” perfectly describes where I want to end up settling down, a final destination I can call home.
I was watching the Korean drama (My Name is Kim Sam Soon), and I found myself envying the main character, Kim Sam Soon.
In episode 6, she bakes a cake for her ex-boyfriend’s engagement party that is being held at the restaurant she works at. After silently watching the engagement, she hides in the restroom and cries. Then, when she’s all cried out, she grabs a glass of red wine and heads over to the piano.
This made me remember an earlier scene where the main character couldn’t sleep and ended up going to the restaurant early in the morning to bake. She makes some chocolate pastries, and, after she’s done, she peacefully sips a cup of coffee in the kitchen.
I don’t hate my workplace, but I feel like all I do there is “work.” Wouldn’t it be nice if I could also find peace there?
I just finished reading the Fever series by Karen Marie Moning. It wasn’t very thought-provoking, but there was one passage about keeping journals that left a big impression on me. The heroine MacKayla Lane is reminiscing about the time her father forced her to take a Franklin Planner course and remembers “[o]ne of the primary tenets of the course was that highly successful leaders kept journals, morning and night, in order to stay tightly focused on their goals.”
Though I’m not planning on becoming a highly successful leader or anything, I do have many goals I want to achieve. Hopefully, keeping a journal will help me achieve them.